Bliss
Rush for project
I am so fed up with the Excel Project. I have tried continously in learning VBA which is used by the Excel programming. in spite of everything, I still couldnt make it. I hate VBA. By right my one week holiday is something that I could finish all my assignments. But now I still have others assignment. I spend about 80% in doing Excel. haizzzzzz, its worst than java indeed. Then when I was studying BGS, I realised prof put some meaningful words that lighten me up. Share something to everyone..
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so.
Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.
Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self- improvement.
No Term Break
I don't feel like having term break this semester. I think its worst than normal day. I have tonnes of projects that need to do and submit after the following week. One of the worst is Analytical skills( AS). What the hell? In fact, I dont know how to start on the first place. I am so worry and helpless. I have to choose topic and construct argument based on the story. There are so many essays available, the problem is no matter how much I read, I am still feeling so lost. I think i will just choose the shortest essay to do. I have Meditation1 or Extract from a miracle in my mind. Can anyone give me a good suggestions? Today I just finished one of my assignment. There are still one major project that I am quite worry about. Yesterday, I had a really really bad stomachache. Its horrible. feelin like dyin. Actually I am quite sick of my body. My body wears off sia, for the moment i had stomachache, then for the other moment I had allergic. Tian Pau will be leaving tml sia. hahaa, I will be lonely for few days. Never mind. so many things to do I won't even have time to miss him. I am sure he will miss me.
First Meeting
Today is my first meeting with client for the Major Computer Analysis Tool (CAT) project, which is one of the core module that I have to take in Uni. My group visited the office which is at Tanjong Pagar, MAS building. I am quite baffled by my prof or even by them, Why they still need our help? Since everyone knows that MAS is under goverment, they can just find anyone with a much better expertise in doing the system rather than us. I think we are the only CAT class that have to work with the real client. I dont know whether its lucky or not? maybe yes, cos the prof let us expose to the real situation. Then, I was quite sceptical about myself. Hopefully, everything goes smoothly. Surprisingly,.... tian pau bought me a new phone. Its Samsung again. It's so simple. I like it lots. I guess next week will be damn busy for me. so saddd. I still have tonnes of assignments and this CAT project, followed by 2 mid term test after term break. Orh God, pls help me....
No more luck
I was very angry to myself. I dont know why I always make the same stupid careless mistake again and again. There is something wrong with me. but I cant figure out what is that. 2 mid term test have just passed. Then another 2 mid term test will be after the following week. Bad news, Tian pau will be leaving Singapore again. Then temporarily I dont have pple to hit sia... *-*. hehe. I always think what will happen to me if I didnt choose to study first. Will it be better? or just another piece of nightmare? but of course one thing for sure. I will save lots of $$$. Unlike now, i really have to be extra save. I didnt watch movie for dunno how many months liao. Life is so unpredictable. One of my cousin has just married. He is just same age as me. I thought guy shud be thinking of career first. I still remembered how we used to play together when we were young. we used to be very very close. But after 12 years later, we are just like stranger. I didnt even attend his wedding dinner. The only cousin that I really feel close to is Lina. From many cousin now become only one cousin. Things have changed faster than I thought. I hope there is something that it will never change, like the friendship that I have.
Nightmare
If you guys noticed, I havent been updating my blog for the last few months. I was so busy with my school works. I even hardly get enough sleep. This week is my mid term test. Gosh... I have 2 mid term test. I guess I will failed badly for my Excel test. I have made a stupid mistakes, a lots of mistakes in the test. Oh my Godness, I still have so many things to do. This time, I dont know who can help me to do my Analytical skills assignment. i am doomed. I was totally loss in the AS class. Next week is my term break. Finally, this coming Saturday, I will hang out with my gang. hahaaaa. miss yah. After term break, there are many assignments that needed to submit. To make matter worst, I still have 2 mid term test after that. Last week, my Creative Thinking team had presented our creative thinking project. Yeahh... It's not bad. I like our own product.We put so much efforts in doing that wor. It's it our own video. quite funny(yes, john agreed that). Imagine how embarassing that I have to act pretending to hug a doll at the orchard road. I would like to thanks my CT group for being such "creative person". By the way, today is Valentine day. Wish everyone have a valentine day. Tian pau bought me a tulip again. Instead of happy, I was quite angry becos he spent so much money for that tulips. Anyway thanks lot dear.